love is like a drug. it keeps u addicted for some time.it is almost like a mantra that commands you to do things.
it is like the powder that you want to take in first thing in the morning like coffee for that morning caffeine rush because you can't start your day without it.
it is like that capsuled supplement you choose to take to fill in the lack of essentials you missed in a day.
it is almost like a last-song syndrome that strikes you through a song which you can't get over with hence you hum or sing it over and over again,despite the bad tune.
love is so addictive that it controls your thoughts, mood and even decisions.you value it more than your religion. it can also be very manipulative if you are caught off-guard. cause love like a drug is a trap.
but there is something about addiction that does not last long.
it is the temporary happiness that you find in the drug. you enjoy the trade and the perks that comes along with it but you see you have to end it where, because the happy feeling does not make you feel good about yourself anymore.its the feeling that makes you sick with that peculiar feeling of wanting to get over it.
the pain can be very excruciating. though the pain of still craving will kill in the process,you will soon realize that you can actually live less and less of it each day. until you wake up, you don't want it anymore.you won't miss it anymore.
until you find yourself one day realizing that you don't even recognize that same old feeling anymore.
About Me
- T'reb Malate
- Tacloban City, Eastern Visayas, Philippines
- lost in translation amid life's noisy and crowded alleys.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
ranting01
if i almost got fired today because i messed up my job, if i just needed somebody to actually come up to me and ask me if i am ok and still hanging on, if i just thought life sucked for me today, if i have skipped dinner because i needed to finish late at work, if my boss doubted if i am really capable of delivering it, if i just needed a friend and a listener to breathe out my woes.. but no one asked, not even you.i have just become familiar face. and this hurts a lot worse than cool-off or break up.i just stopped existing today.
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